The Lady with the Secrets

Nalash, Patiala, India
 It was evening.
“Rajat, I will not tell you everything. I will take you to someone’s home tonight. We have been here since a long time. You haven’t eaten anything since morning. On our way, I’ll get you some dinner. This place is famous for food-though not the south Indian food that you are used to, but something very different from that. The Jaggi’s is just on our way back, and  the food tastes awesome – that is what I have heard.” Jai smiled at him. “We’ll take a cab, but remember, there’s just one person.”
Rajat laughed. “You aren’t dead Rajat…um…Jai!” He said. “Here we meet- in this way – halfway across the country..” They left the woodlands.
By the sunset, they were in the suburb of Nalash- which was once a village centered on an old Shiva temple. The locals said that if you want to meet Shiva, it can either be at Kailash or at Nalash.  On the 87th street was a moderate home, where Jai took Rajat. He pressed the doorbell. A lady, seemingly of European decent emerged out.
“Oh my boy!I have been waiting for you!” She said as she opened the gate and led them in.
Rajat felt confused. She led them to the drawing room, where strangely, he saw Vikas.
“Mother, its time for evening prayers.” Vikas said the lady. “The guests shall also join in if they so like.” He added.
Jai and Rajat followed them into a room which was essentially empty except a cupof  burning guggal in the centre that sent up clouds of smoke – making the room fragrant and smoky. In one corner he sawa small  photograph of virginMary. It was all confusingly alien to him.
The woman took up  conch from the floor while Vikas got a huge bell in his hand. She blew the couch loud as Vikas rang the bell rhythmically and broke into Sanskrit chants. Something that reminded Rajat of that night at the crematorium.
Galadha Raktha Mukthavali Khanda Mala,
Maha Gora Raava, Sudamshtra Karala,
Vivasthra Smasanalaya Mukthakesi,
Maha Kala-Kamakulaa Kalikeyam
Wearing a garland of skulls drenched with blood,
Having a fearful form, black in colour with externally projecting teeth,
She is nude and lives in cremation ground with fully untied hair,
And she is Kali busy in love play with the great Lord Shiva.

Rajat felt the vibrations in his mind. They were more intense than ever.  After they finished the prayers, they returned to the drawing room. The woman looked at Rajat.
“I’m Vikas’ mother, Rajat. You can call me Anuradha. I was born Annie though. It doesn’t matter what you call me.” She said.
Rajat nodded his head.
“Well, Jai – your friend might have told you a couple of things. I’m going to tell you a couple of other things, that you must listen attentively.” She continued.
“Your father, the great Rama Uthhappa had an elder brother named Shiva Uthhappa, was; well, to say it mildly – having a psychiatric ailment since he was a child. The treatment was started early, however, the symptoms worsened. By the time, he was thirty two- he had to be confined to a room. Your father was the one taking care of him by now. At NIMHANS, he was admitted on a long term basis and was let out of his room only for two hours in the day and two in the evening in order to walk in the lawns and meet people, and that too under observation. Rukhsaana was a newly admitted Turkish patient, who was probably under chronic depression that was triggered by her traumatic past in the England as a student when she was reportedly defamed by her boyfriend who scandalized a sex session and spread a video involving him and her. Both the patients met each other and surprisingly, since they met- they would long to meet each other all the time. Their symptoms improved as well. The doctors allowed them to meet each other more often and visit each others at their time. That was till the time that it was found out that Rukhsaana was pregnant with Shiv’s baby. The boy was born in the hospital, but sadly, the mother died while giving birth. The father could not endure the loss and lived just a month after her death. The boy was adopted by the brother Rama Uthaappa – your father. That child was you. “
Rajat kept listening attentively.
“ As for Pankaj and Chandrashekharappa – the accountant – they were both killed – by Rama Uthaappa’s men.” She stopped. “Rama is not the man he looks to be.”


The tale of Zaara


Jalandhar, India

Zaara’s home was a huge mansion. It was manned by two female servants and a gardener. They lived in the annex to the house, while she lived alone. Mrs. Zaara, as they learnt was a masterchef at Cardamom  at the Taj in Jalandhar. She was one of the most famous continental cooks in the country and authored many cookbooks. She was also famous for throwing up lavish parties at her home. She was a famous figure.

“You can stay with me.” She told Deborah and Thomas. “I have a guest suite. I’ll ask Vinni to prepare that for your stay. I don’t want questions from people, so I’ll be telling them that these are assistants whom I met at Hong Kong. I wanted them to be here to instruct me on modifications in cooking and taste.” She winked at them. “Make sure you reciprocate me.”

In the evening as they sat at the dining table for their dinner. Zaara Asked them, “so how did India treat you so far?”

Thomas sneaked a look at Deborah and answered, “Pretty bad! We got mugged and then cheated. Actually, madam, as an information – we are penniless at the moment.  Our  passports have been stolen and we are in an identity crises.”

“Oh my!” Zaara sighed. “ Didn’t you go to the British office?”

“That would take a lot of money.”Thomas replied.

“Perhaps, we don’t even want to go back.” Deborah replied rather hastily as Thomas ended his sentence. She wanted this interrogation to end.

“Oh, that’s another story entirely.” Zaara raised her eyebrows as she continued. “This country is full of illegals like you. They have learnt to put up with them. I don’t think you’ll have much of a problem here. The midland scum, you’d be.”

“You have offended me more than once Zaara. Whatever you have with Dawson’s is a personal matter, and moreover in my opinion John was a really respectable person.” Deborah protested.

“Respectable?” Zaara sounded furious now. “ If there was someone respectable in that family, that rascal of a man killed him?”

“Hah…your daughter?” Deborah answered sarcastically.

“William Dawson, if you know him. His elder brother.”

Deborah froze.

“If you have the mettle to listen then I’ll tell you all.” Zaara said.

“But how do I know whatever you are telling you is the truth?” Deborah asked, still unable together herself after what she had just heard.

“I’ll prove it to you.”

Zaara started.

“A pack of hyenas can sometimes prove too good for a solitary lion. William Dawson was that lion among the hyenas.  A gem of a man, he was a great friend of my husband’s. The tallest leader in the midlands –his popularity was growing in the conservative party day by day.An honest man, and an intelligent one on it –he stood taller than anyone in the conservatives and the labour alike. It seemed that he was destined to be the most popular leader in the United Kingdom in many years. He died suddenly in a car crash along with her wife. “

“I know how he died Zaara, everyone in the Britain knows it.”  Deborah remarked.

“So foolish of all of you to believe that. “  Zaara snapped with a sigh. “Do you know Carl Kingston and Tim Dickens?”

“Yes. The chancellor of the exchequer and the chief of Scotland yard.” Deborah replied.

“Good. What you don’t know is that John Dawson and both of them had been friends since they studied together at Wolvorhampton.”

“That’s good.” Deborah said.

“Yes, for them it was good, but not for others.” Zaara searched for Wolverhampton university ethnic sex videos.

There was a steamy sex video playing in front of them.
“Zaara! What on the earth..?” Thomas protested.

“The boy is a British and the girl is an ethnic Turk.” Zaara continued with her story. “Both were rich and had come to Wolverhampton for studies, but as the fate would have it, they fell in love with each other.” She stopped the video.

“The boy is my cousin. My aunt’s son. Palmer – the most illustrious among the university students. The hottest contender for the PhD in Political Science, something that John desired as well.  Now,he most cunningly came close to Palmer, so that he won his trust as a good friend. One day he invited Palmer and his girlfriend to his place for a party. He effectively drugged them and arranged them to be in a room for the night in that condition. The only thing he shouldn’t have done is videographing of this film that played in front of you. Worst still, this was fed in Palmer’s phone and distributed among friends. The video spread like wild fire. Palmer was accused  of defaming the girl. The relationship broke and the girl returned to Turkey, where it was discovered that she was pregnant. She was quietly nestled in Istanbul, where she gave birth to the child who was adopted by his uncle and aunt at a small Turkish village. As for Palmer, he was so hopelessly drawn into shame and infamy that he committed suicide. The  PhD went to John Dawson and he joined the conservatives directly after completion.”
There was a silence. Zaara resumed.

“As if this wasn’t enough, John didn’t stop there. The next roadblock to his political aspirations was no one other than his own brother – WILLIAM DAWSON. With him in the scene, John stood nowhere even on his own home turf. He cracked a conspiracy with the help of his old university friends and other foes of William – killing him in the accident. He became the innocent younger brother and scion of the dynasty now – the rightful heir to his brother’s throne and glory.”

“How do you know this?” Deborah spoke in a voice that seemed lost somewhere in her mind.

“My daughter, Sarah was married to John. A proud wife, she entered his home-office one day to hear as he spoke of the conspiracy. She was immediately confined and scared into submission when she protested that this was wrong. All her communications were stopped immediately. John reported that she was severely ill. She was given tranquilizers and sedatives in heavy doses in the meanwhile. Her trauma continued. She was brainwashed and deprived of love. Only in the little Deborah – William’s daughter could she find love. They got exceedingly close.”

Deborah realized that the lady actually knew the truth. Something that no one else knew. 

“John knew this relationship between the two. Now he played a third game to tame the girl. The bastard even had an eye on the ancestral property and money. He wanted all of it by himself.  He caught Deborah and Sarah red handed having sex one day, and then played the victim. In this process however, he threw Deborah away effectively  to Portugal. By this time Sarah had become useless for him. He conspired to get her killed as well,  however, on much insitance from me , she told me the whole story.”

“Oh god! He killed her as well!” Deborah spoke in disgust.

“No, he couldn’t do that. He couldn’t kill two people – Sarah Dawson and Annie Dawson.” Zaara Disclosed.

Deborah was shocked. Her mother was still alive.

“ Who was buried for Annie then?” Deborah asked.

That’s where all the new dimensions get added, dear.” Zaara disclosed.  “Everythng about Annie’s death was an illusion. She had lately come in contact with an Indian magician – a metaphysisist as he called himself. His name was Gorakshak – the protector of the cows. He had been in London lecturing about Metaphysics and the dimensions of the soul – something in which Annie was interested as well. This man could read faces, and into the future. He controlled the dark realms of the soul –he claimed. He could somehow guess what’s going to happen that fateful night. He rescued Annie that night and got her to me. That night, I was there alone with him and with an unconscious Annie. I couldn’t escape his intense eyes, and even though I was forty four that time I felt like a twenty year old girl. He felt like an angel in the bed. I begot him a daughter; he named her Trishna – illusion. So far as the funeral ceremony I concerned – it was all an illusion – casted by Gorakshak.”

“As for Annie, he took her to India, and soon Sarah and me as well. Sarah didn’t die. She disappeared. She is in this country now – a metaphysisist. Her name was changed by Gorakshak to Tara.”
Deborah listened in awe. “Where is Annie?”

“Not far from here. She bore a son to Gorakshak as well. They named him Vikas.” Zaara answered.

“At the end, we had our revenge after all. “ Zaara  continued. “ John had a weakness for having a prostitute each night. That’s where Tara and Trishna stuck him. They sucked his very life out of him and threw his soul into the depths of hell, where he now burns.”

“Do you know that the poor Deborah burns in that case now? She is the accused in the case for John’s death?” Deborah was raged.

“It is because John was about to get what he did with others anyways. His friends in the government and the Scotland Yard were behind his life. He was proving a threat equal to his elder brother. Lately they arranged Jessica Simpson – the pop artist to date him. She was to drug him that night anyways and poison him. Thereafter they would arrange her flight to the island of Madagascer for her to live a luxurious life without her name. We killed Jessica Simpson. The government and yard thought that they had done their work well, till they found proof of two females there and found Jessica dead at her apartment. They thought that there was someone who knew the secret. In order to cover themselves, they dragged Deborah into the case with a false evidence of presence of her body fluids. We asked Gorakshak to intervene and help the girl, but he denied saying that god had a different plan for Deborah and he would help her. That it seemed was certainly right, till we got the news that her flight crashed here in India –not far from this place.”

There were tears in Zaara’s eyes.  No one was speaking anything now. There was perfect silence.

The Fortune Teller


8
On The Train to Jalandhar

“What are you here for?” The lady asked Deborah abruptly. Her sobs and sobriety had drowned down in a wink. She returned as her usual irritating self, as if, from a fit of normalcy.

Deborah and Thomas were yet to recover from their brief moment of shock, and were quite unprepared for this question. The woman, however, didn’t wait for an answer, but barked out in her hoarse stupid, and shrill voice, “Oh, you haven’t come here all the way for a honeymoon?” She stared at Deborah from top to bottom, as if trying to examine something on her body, then she looked at Thomas, and said in a tone that resembled a mad woman. “ Nooo.. You don’t look like that.” She giggled like a little girl, and said, “ I am sorry. I was just wondering.” Thomas just rolled her eyes in disgust as she continued with her interrogation. “What are you here for, young lady?”

Deborah answered in a quick outburst as she had revealed her origins earlier. Only, this time, for Thomas’ relief, she didn’t reveal everything out. “Work.”, was all she said, and then, she got silent.

“What do you do?” The lady asked a quick question.

Deborah had started gathering her wits by now. She had already thought of the reply before the lady completed her question. “What do you do? Why don’t you tell us first?”

The lady smiled. “In this foreign land, I met people who adopted me. They left me with a skill that would never part from me. I have made a fortune from it.” She answered.

“What skill is it?” Thomas jumped in. He wouldn’t let Deborah speak anymore lest she gave up any other crucial information to the lady.

“I read fortunes and tell people about their future,” The lady answered.

“The crystal ball or something?” Deborah seemed interested.

“More accurate than that.” The lady answered. “Here, show me your hand.”

Deborah stretched her hand in front of her.

The lady read the hand for a moment, and then looked at her with strange eyes, as though reading from her face.

“A life full of agony and struggle, is it not? You lost your parents young, and went out for studies.” She said. “You have lost four of your loved ones, one of them pretty recently.”  She continued. ”You are running from someone.” Deborah kept quiet, however, the lady continued unabated. “Times are good now. You are blessed. Long journeys await you. You don’t have any idea, lady, what you will do will change the world.”

The lady contemplated for a moment, and then spoke again. “What are you here for, lady?”

“Well I am a historian, just came here on a sabbatical.” Deborah concealed the truth cunningly.

“Stay with me, both of you. We have long journeys to make together. I can see it clearly now. the mountain by the Emerald Lake. This was the time that all of us were waiting for.” Her voice seemed deep and genuine by now.

“You aren’t here on a sabbatical, girl. You and this priest are here because you were touched by the God!” She grew silent and closed her eyes.
ego Deus gratias ago tibi, et laudamus te


Thomas could briefly hear her say in her lips as she sat with closed eyes.